At the beginning...

Well, I decided to call my doc to let him know my body has worked three months consecutively... while not on a schedule, it's still working. He decided to put me on a very low dose of hormone to trigger ovulation this month on time. So, I go in Friday to get blood drawn so they can test my progesterone and know if I ovulated; I will most likely know on the following Monday.

Just going to take this in strides... not sure what our next steps will be if they're needed.

I've lost a total off 22 now, so I'm hoping this will continue to help!

Perplexed

Well, May 25 rolls around and my body decided to work again. I'm obviously happy it's 'doing its thing' and just wondering if it'll get into any pattern. So on May 27 I called the doctor to inform him of my cycle and see if he wants to wait a bit b/f starting Chlomid... also, I'm trying to be proactive. He mentioned me being able to start this a while back, but I'm not sure at what 'time' he was okay iwth trying infertility again, starting with the very basic Chlomid.

Oh, twenty pounds down as of yesterday! I'm super excited... off to exercise.

Negatory!

As of today, day 33, nothing is going on, not pregnant and a little bummed. I'm much better now after my evening 'blow off the steam' walk. I had a few tears today, but my boss is amazing and just let me cry for a few minutes until I gained my composure. Well, I'll just keep trucking along and trying my best to lose weight and have faith God has a better timing than I do.

One of those days...

Okay, so it's just got to be 'one of those days.' I am anxiously awaiting whether I start or can test to see if I'm preggers Saturday, on our fifth wedding anniversary, and I am bombarded with babies today.

My soap - yes I still watch soaps -featured a baby christening today and a miscarriage... then I watch TV tonight and 'notice' baby commercials, I RSVP for a baby shower I'll attend this Saturday and I log onto eBay to look for a new cellphone cover, and the main page says... "Are you ready or not,"featuring baby items.

So, while I'm not angry or mad... just wanted to share that it's in my face today. I'm trying to keep the happy thoughts about this weekend. I'm hoping my body either works again or I'm preggers... more to come.

Way to end date night

Well, it's only been about 18 days since my last post. All I want to say is Kim and I had a good dinner and movie date night, and now my body decided to work yet again... so stinks a little and yet I'm soooooo excited to see more progress. I'm hoping my body is trying to figure out what's going on. 12 pounds down... and many smiles tonight!

Grinning from ear to ear

God gave me a little glimpse of hope today; my body began working on it's own. No need to provide you with TMI today, but I'm elated to physically see some progress. I've been praying all evening that He help me control my emotions. I don't want to get too excited and be upset if next month nothing happens, but I also want to celebrate success in something working. Praise God!!!

Baby Steps

So far, this week is off to a good start. I've been very conscious about what I'm eating and getting exercise in every night. Sometimes I'm just doing aerobics and others I do a little aerobics as a warm-up for the elliptical. I can't make it that long on the elliptical, but I'm slowly increasing my time. I've hoping Sunday shows good progress with the weight. Kim and I check ourselves each Sunday morning and tell each other if we were up or down. So far in six weeks I've lost six pounds. While it's not grandious by any means, it's steps in the right direction! :)