Staying positive, while not

So, we got the news today that we're not preggers. It was a tough one; they don't get easier. After many, many tears... I'm doing much better. While it wasn't the answer I was hoping for, I'm at peace about it.

I had an amazing talk with Kim about it, and we're going to hold off on things for a while. We're not setting a timeline at the moment.

We'll just chill out on the hormone meds, let my body try and create the ones I need for once in my life, save our money for future appointments and get healthy. Pregnant or not, I have to loose some weight... who knows that might help! Kim's been doing great working out also and eating better, so it's helping.

More to come on this issue when we know what to do. Until then, we're still trusting in God to do miracles and praying. I know it's not a closed door, but I don't know where the open one is or when it will come... but it WILL come!